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The Dancer ♥ Age: infinity Stay: the End of Time Birthday: 5 Jan' About me: Read on to know more Look Back ♥ I cant breathe .. Love? Genting! I miss you.. I was the one tat gave up But I'm so pathetic now ... Lucky me. I've been so busy these two days tat I d... I miss you today again. Argh. I wish I can get you... I promised myself never to fall in love ever again... A joke can hurt, dont you know? Recalls ♥ December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 July 2007 September 2007 February 2008 April 2008 May 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 December 2009 February 2010 June 2010 November 2010 March 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 September 2012 October 2012 the Audiences ♥ All who loves her!! ♥ the Choreographers ♥ Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Saturday, October 08, 2011 ( Love = driving? @ 19:20 ) You get into a car, start your engine: waiting for love You put down your handbrakes: your 'firewall' in your heart Checking your surroundings n mirrors: self reflection, asking if you are ready for it When you are at neutral gear: you n him are just friends Gear 1: you start to feel he is special, different from the rest of your guy friends Slow n steady, you move to gear 2: you wanna get closer to him, start to think of him often Car is picking up its speed, thus gear 3: you start to miss him, wonder what he's doing, whether he had his meals, start to msg him more than often, wanna hear his voice, miss his smiles, his laughter, the moments you're with him Thus gear 4: sweet nothings. The stage where you n him are always lovey dovey, sweet sweet love. Gear 5? Happily ever after? This is the stage everyone yearns for. Longlasting love. But... Things never go so smoothly, isn't it? You can gear up. Thus, you can gear down. Gear downs: arguments, bickers, quarrels and disagreements. Soon, all your sweetness turns into bitterness. Then worst case scenario: breakup or strangers So you're back to square one: neutral gear, handbrakes up, engine off Building a defensive wall around your heart, not moving forward n dont yearn for love anymore. Well. Being hurt once takes years to heal. Twice, then now thrice. I'll never allow a fourth. An open wound not healed, then cut on it again n again. I'm really sick of love n r/s le. Everytime I try, everytime I believe, everytime I have faith, I'm bound to be disappointed n hurt. I'll never repeat my mistakes again. Never ever. Sign off <\3 Carin 0 comments |