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Monday, February 27, 2012 ( Im finally a 22yr old @ 08:16 ) I finally have a 像样 de date hahah 我啊.. 现在好幸福喔.. 总觉得..和你在一起..会不想分开.. That moment when we kissed in centre of Orchard.. I wish time could just stop.. HeeHee~ Sunday: A family lunch with Dad, 阿姨, 妹 and Deardear ♥ Dad treat us a big meal! Tankyuu Dad! It was really nice! Deardear suuuuper cute! At Shop & Save, I heard the loud breathing of his, yet he kept denying about being nervous! Heehee~ But I can really feel his nervousness when we were waiting for my family to reach But Deardear, my Dad is really nice right! Didnt ask you lots of question, but I must ask his opinion of you liao Hehheh! Daeeeeebak! I wish I could capture Deardear's expression! It was like suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper duper cute lor! But hor. I veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy sad Cox Deardear unwell never say ='[ And your gal reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally useless.. Didnt notice at ALL, somemore still happily go shopping (......) Haiz.. Deardear, Im happy and I keep smiling coz I feel damn blissed! To have Sis on one side, who is so typical me also, can shop with me and share same taste, even shoe size! and My Boyy on the other, holding my hand tight (是怕我这个大路痴会迷路? 还是怕我会消失啊? 不过.. 我 想和你一辈子牵手 ♥) Hmmm.. Deardear, I dont believe in forever, But I believe in 一辈子 ♥ Heehee~ 0 comments Saturday, February 25, 2012 ( Cant slp.. @ 04:57 ) Though I left my parents for freedom, space and independence, I really love them Im worried, if Mum does take her medication regularly.. Dad sleep properly.. etc.. Tried to sleep.. but I couldn't After rolling in bed for few hours, Im still wide awake Firstly, Im gonna go Deardear's family gathering in few hours, honestly I should get some sleep, so I wont look zombie later But I just cant.. Haiz.. Secondly, I dont know how Im gonna settle the police case matter.. Thirdly, Worries for my parents.. Haiz.. Guess I might really look zombie later =[ Deardear say he is gonna surprise me neh.. Im soooo looking forward to it! Im making lots of wild guesses.. Hopefully he dont suddenly come knocking on the door.. Guess I'll watch RunningMan awhile.. and fb abit then try to go slp again ba.. *yawns* Tired yet cant slp.. Omo.. Shall complain to Deardear later.. Hehheh =P Well.. Being in love is really.. Hmmm... I dont know how to say.. But.. Its like.. 我好久 没有那种..甜蜜的感觉 会对着电话 傻笑 会想到他时 微笑 那种初恋的感觉 heehee Deardear.. 爱你喔! ♥ 0 comments Thursday, February 23, 2012 ( You n I @ 14:54 ) I dont know if I did hear correctly, but when I was counting the years we know each other Deardear said something like why did we took so long to be tgt? Hehheh.. Well.. Then maybe I should make a small little confession? When Doritty told me that you like me 8 years ago, I was pissed Cuz you didn't confess to me nor tell me personally Hmm.. Why was I pissed? Simple reason: I didn't know I do like you I had a crush on BC but gradually as we got closer and its like.. How to say leh.. Hmm... 习惯了有你在身边 Then I actually stop looking at BC but my focus was on you le.. But I kept using BC as a shield Didn't wanna admit my feelings.. Only till you graduated, I kinda regret not giving you my new number at that time Cuz my phone was stolen and I had to change a new number Deleted you off my msn contacts was a dumb act honestly So it was like the time isnt right? Kinda have that feeling.. Its like what you said: Fate Fate probably felt that we arent suitable at that time, so we should be patient and wait for the right time So now have the 等到了de feeling =X But after all these years.. at last.. 넌 내꺼야 ♥ 0 comments Monday, February 20, 2012 ( Confidence? @ 15:35 ) But after i fell for you, BabyBoyy <3 I lost all my confidence suddenly.. Its like lost without compass..walking in darkness without light.. Yesterday was a happy day, had dinner with Sis and family Had a bit of drinks after that..after shopping around for Converse.. Sis's shoes gt stolen and wanna get a new pair of Converse. Drunk le.. Thought wont think of you.. But still will check your blog and fb.. Im rather dumb isnt it? Now the hangover is damn xin ku.. But missing you is killing me.. Insecurity is a scary thing.. Im a fool when it comes to love.. I really love you, BabyBoyy <3 0 comments Sunday, February 19, 2012 ( I miss you... @ 03:49 ) 女孩把每一次的爱情当成是初恋也是这辈子最后的恋情 女孩爱吃出醋不是不相信男孩而是因为男孩在她心中太完美, 不想和别的女孩分享 女孩只会对她爱的男孩唠叨, 只会对她在乎的男孩耍性子 女孩的坏脾气其实都是在对男孩的一种撒娇, 希望男孩能够更重视她 女孩如果不爱你就不会对你发脾气, 不会希望你会去哄她, 更不会为男孩掉眼泪 吵架的时候, 男孩觉得女孩不可理喻, 女孩觉得男孩不会迁就她 冷战的时候, 男孩以为女孩没有完全接受他, 女孩觉得男孩不再在乎她 这时候的男孩就该要给她一个拥抱一个吻来化解她心里的悲伤和眼角的泪水 因为女孩只是害怕男孩的冷漠, 转身和安静 两个深爱的人在一起, 就要互相包容, 了解, 体谅, 信任 否则当你们真正失去一切的时候, 就会遗憾终身了, 不要把美好的未来摧毁在自己的手上 希望每个男孩都能好好地珍惜陪伴在他身边的女孩 不让她伤心, 绝望, 死心, 更不要让她为你掉泪！ 因为她的付出不求回报, 只希望男孩能够感激, 牵着她的手 坚定地走下去 你 post 过的.. 你还有印象吗？ 一整天连一个 msg 也没有... 说实话， 我不懂 自己在你心里的分量... 一点安全感也没有, 你却不懂我的心情 I need you now, baby.. But you dont seem to need me at all. Been drinking the whole night yesterday, after parting with Yun.. Overdrank n puked.. I had Ben taking care of me.. But yet.. I took him as you.. Morning hangover.. Tried to put up a strong front.. I guess I succeeded.. But my heart is bleeding... Drinking again..now... I want no one else.. but you.. You seem to be enjoying your day.. Im in agony.. I miss you badly... I need you BabyBoyy <3 Im sick of crying to bed.. You are serious about me, right? You do love me, right? BabyBoyy<3 I Love You.. please dont leave me.. 0 comments Tuesday, February 14, 2012 ( valentines @ 02:14 ) Its supposed to be a happy day.. Yet I'm crying to bed.. He must be really pissed. Im sorry boyy..for disappointing you.. Boyy, I love you <3 0 comments Monday, February 13, 2012 ( imma disappointment @ 23:50 ) My feelings are so complex Apologetic for not being able to make it for tmr Depressed for quarreliling with him Mad at myself for falling aslp last night Sad for being still stuck at the current situation And lonely.. Swallowing my tears down Pretending nothing is wrong I wanna blame him for not being able to understand my situation But he is right.. I dont have enough determination Or should put it this way Im not heartless enough But honestly, I cant imagine myself being heartless If I can be so heartless, I must be a scary person 魂不附身的感觉 好可怕 Its sooo suffocating.. How can I be so bitch So cruel.. A lonely V-day for him.. I know my apologies make him mad But... I really feel very sorry... 0 comments Sunday, February 12, 2012 ( its tomorrow @ 23:29 ) I have been repeatedly asking myself if I'm doing the right thing Mum's health is getting from bad to worse Im really worried Her blood pressure is still as always And she is showing symptoms of shitting blood Its horrible. Gosh I cant describe my feelings Yet I know I cant keep dragging If I keep dragging, it will never end She had been coughing badly Dad is getting more tired than before And the china worker is going back n not coming back Singapore Soooooo many things in freaking worried And haiz Well, at least recently gt one happy thing I made up my mind tat the person I wanna be with is Joseph I push away my fears n believe in him, in us. Its a magical thing. When you are in love, it kinda give you strength in some sense Nightmares wise I dont have dreams these days But it's annoying me with tat suffocating feeling i get every night Its like there are spirits in my room? Well as for that I'm not sure Im a free thinker but i definitely believe in spirits. Sorry to all who worship God, be it Allah, Jesus Christ, Mother Mary or any Taosim Deity I really seriously don't believe the existence of God As for my luggage Omo Chaotic, mess n i feel there's always something i didn't bring If possible, honestly i would love to bring my whole room over Headaches n muscle aches are getting worse to horrible Back hurts while standing, heels hurt as well Neck n lower back n shoulders hurt while lying down Basically, any posture or position my whole body aches Its just few hours away from the critical turning point of my life Headaches sia haiz I really dont know how to describe my feelings Today afternoon, Michelle, Vivian, Auntie Jessie n Uncle Loh came It feels good to have the family feeling And today I'm kissing Calisda like hell Hahahhahah Coz i guess i might not be able to go back and find her These days i try to obey parents as much as possible Trying to be a little nice to them What will happen to them after i left? Haiz My mind not functioning Argh. Headache But i can move out, i really need to thank one person Without him, moving out is definitely impossible The person who knows me well n understand me without words: Hui <3 I know it's hard for you to put me down, But since we have agreed to be just friends, and I've made myself clear with you I sincerely hope you can find a gal who's worth you I cant thank you enough For always being by my side And always there when i need someone Always my pillar of strength I can only say Tankyuu Ben Ben <3 Well, I'm not gonna slp tonight. I failed to keep myself awake last night So tonight i prepared RunningMan!! Something tat will never make me slp! Wahahahahahahahha clever me My silly boyy super cute neh Cox i gt no mood to think of anything other than tomorrow He today sent me a photo of BR! Omo It cheers me up wor Hahahah but it made me crave for it :'( Next time drag him pei me eat at least twice a month :P Then hor, he discuss family trip with family to Genting He count me in too! Heehee :D Yet my silly boyy apologize for thinking about trip tgt, v day, etc etc Silly de. Heehee omo he's just soo cute! Everytime also he say i silly Heehee my turn to say he silly hehheh <3 0 comments Wednesday, February 08, 2012 ( 나는 거짓말쟁이 @ 01:00 ) Nightmares still haunt me.. Sunday.. I had a weird dream The beginning of the dream is sweet Yet the ending is bitter I dreamt of myself in a practice room, dancing alone. Then a lady, my dance mate i think tells me my bf has come But I turn towards him n say "ttyl, baby" And he replied,"Zhi dao le, baby" I concentrate on my dance n it was nice to see myself dancing again But when I'm done, and went to look for him He said this to me,"Im sorry. My love for you is fading. I dont know when I'll fall for another" Then i woke up in cold sweat. Hahah Im sorry.. I hid the real ending.. Monday.. Another dream Im standing in a pretty kitchen cooking lunch for him When I put the plate of spaghetti in front of him, he gave a disgusted face and asked if the food is edible I felt a piercing pain in my heart But replied,"Yups, but if you dont like then leave it. I go da bao something else for you" It was a cunning sweet plot of his He keep complaining how bad the food look, the taste is horrible n it's the most awful thing he had in his life etc etc Complaints non stop But he had three servings and not even a single drop of gravy was left on the plate My heart melted looking at him, grumbling and complaining yet seems to be enjoying the food Hmmm. More of i enjoying his cuteness ba? I didn't tell him the ending of this dream as well I didn't touch abit of my food Cox its too enjoyable looking at him eating. Then he smile n say, "笨猪 我去meet gf 了 虽然这顿lunch实在难吃到不行 But 还是 谢啦!" It was too real Seems too real I woke up, pinching myself to tell myself it was just a dream Dreams are opposite of reality I try to convince myself. But I wanna believe in tat dream he had I dont have confidence in love nor myself I lied.. I said there's no more nightmares.. But truth is.. Im still having nightmares every night 0 comments Saturday, February 04, 2012 ( 今天不知怎么搞的 @ 21:15 ) 好想好想你 想要听你的声音 可是.. 不知道要用 什么理由 什么借口 打给你 傻傻的 抱着你的替身 眼泪又不听使唤... 我还把它 带出门呢 因为它孤零零一个 感觉..怪可怜的 所以它陪了我一整天! 哈哈! Hmm... 它还蛮惨的呐 白天陪我 晚上也要陪我 嘿嘿... 没办法啦 Without it, 100% can't sleep liao :| 0 comments Friday, February 03, 2012 ( old email joke @ 02:28 ) WAYS TO TURN MEN DOWN HE: Can I buy you a drink? SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money. HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE: Your face must turn a few heads. SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE: Okay, get out. HE: I think I could make you very happy. SHE: Why? Are you leaving? HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me? SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. HE: Where have you been all my life? SHE: Hiding from you. HE: Haven't I seen you some place before? SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore. HE: Is this seat empty? SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. HE: So, what do you do for a living? SHE: I'm a female impersonator. HE: Hey baby, what's your sign? SHE: Do not enter. HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. 0 comments |