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Friday, November 18, 2011 ( Hubby n Laogong @ 11:17 ) Always being loved by many, be it friends, relatives, parents, even customers, n nevertheless, lovers n suitors I do have bad exp before, those who know me well should know abt it, esp if you do read up on my past posts Love triangle is the last thing I want to get involved with. Yet, I'm in one right now. Okays. I know I know, I read liao also this expression -.-||| Please dont ask me why, but I always have suitors. So since 16, I'm never single n without suitors. Im not boasting, coz this isn't something I feel proud of :/ In fact, I felt irritated at times. Well, right now, worst-case scenario. Love triangle. U_U zzz Feelings more attached to Laogong, yet Hubby is more of my ideal. What's worse is, I realize Hubby always reminds me of someone.. They are similar in some ways, yet they are very different. One is a gentleman, the other is a horny bxxxxxx. -.- Sorry. Gotta forgive me on my language huh. Coz its true. Lol Haiz... Maybe in the end, I still prefer singlehood, Carefree n no strings attached. :) 0 comments Sunday, November 13, 2011 ( happy b'day Satan.. @ 00:00 ) Flaskbacks. What a dream. Correction: a nightmare. Memories flooding in Tears flowing down Heart breaks so loud My room so spacious Yet I kept seeing you I see how we started, how we ended It was just like yesterday Once we were just pure friends That really get along Then we became closer Addressing each other as siblings.. Once you were a gentleman Always caring for me Always so sweet.. Then I slowly walked into your trap.. Your honey trap I was so innocent n pure.. All i wanted was your love nothing more You treated me like a princess And i was so pampered Once i was the apple of your eye i say i wanna watch art concert at my sch you push away your tkd practices making sure you are definitely free on tat day for me Our focus n attention werent on the concert even its dance, be it my juniors up there or the routine i like my attention was on how to prevent you from tickling me and yours was how to tease n disturb me so my attention will be on you I still rmb i used to hate coke but you didnt know I know you were afraid i would be thirsty but tat can of coke taste so nice we were sharing it Once you came to fetch me from sch without telling me a pleasant n sweet surprise Even just window shopping, wandering around without any destination in mind or just looking at each other Sweet atmosphere Love is in the air Correction: was Once we took the longer routine to my home which took about 40mins than the usual 10mins just to get tgt for a bit longer making an extra effort just for tat bit longer Once you sat on my bed Hugging me, Sleeping soundly, N I kissed you.. Once you stand there Watching me Keeping the malt candy Playing audition sea N I always smile at you.. Once you sat there Listening to music with me Chatting about everything n anything with me Staring at me N I stared back at you blankly.. Once you were so close to me so near though you say live sooo far Our hearts were linked once before Once you taught me the tkd moves I saw the man I love beaming with confidence I was like "ahhhhh, that's my man you know" So many memories I couldn't just delete them nor reformat my brain The hug so tight n forceful, I could hardly breathe The kiss so soft n sweet, I could hardly resist The hands so big n warm, I could hardly refuse I miss you every single day, i still do I suffer in vain without you in my life, its still painful I love you till I would rather I be the one suffering those wounds n injuries, I wish the pain could be inflicted on me instead, its bleeding in my heart Yet? I hate you to the very core of my bones I used to be dying to see you, just to make sure you are alright, even a glance at you is more than enough Now? Im dying to erase you off my life I wish I could Reality? I could never do it I wanna hate you for my life I know it will bring me plain torture n nothing else But I wanna rmb you My first true love, Lucas 0 comments Thursday, November 10, 2011 ( Deceive @ 22:19 ) Jerk. I tried to forget you. But I still can't. Fuck. It hurts. It still hurts... 0 comments Saturday, November 05, 2011 ( Choices @ 17:38 ) When I was out of love, I complained to myself, I failed because I dont have many choices But now, I have too many choices I don't have an answer to my question Who is the one tat is suitable for me? Who will love me more than he love himself? Who will standby me when I need him? Etc etc But I dont have an answer to these questions Haiz... 0 comments |