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Saturday, May 17, 2008 ( @ 23:32 ) Well, ppl, feeling kinda low... Why? Kinda fall out of love i guess? Hahs. After so long... Finally. I really mean finally... i decided to give on him... Who? Hahs. My dear honey-kun... not the one from Ouran if you're a Ouran fan... But one that i found out that i deeply fell for... If you were to ask me, whether i really know or understand what the hell the word, "love" means? I would tell you, i dont know the fucking definition for it. But, i experienced it. It is much more than a nightmare if you want me to descibe it... It is worse than eating bittergourd raw... It is far worse than anything bad i ever experienced in my 18 years of life... That fateful day when he came over my house while my mum went work... I was so happy... I missed him badly... badly enough i can kiss goodnight to his photo and cry throughout the night till dawn, just because i dreamt of him leaving me.... And know what? Though i arent his gf or whatever, a gal being shy to say that,"Can i hug you?", is it a sin? Do you have to say that the msg is stupid? Do you know i almost burst out crying on the spot? But i swear i will never cry before you... Though tears well up my eyes, i still have to swallow it down into my stomach... Then when i ask you about my blog.... you mention to me in high spirits that you read my blog along with your friends in camp... I dont mind... But i was so heartbroken to hear that you intro me as your "god-sis, best friend"... so after all... i am just your god sis, then why look at me so lovingly? Is it me the one beong innocent and foolish here? Or is my imagination that is controlling my thoughts? Thus i decided to leave you... I will keep those beautiful yet painful memories... Anyways, Honey, thank you for everything... Wrote a poem... My thoughts about this whole chuck of stuff... Thanks for reading up to here... Hope you guys like it... though it is in chinese... *P.S: To Laopo, DIT0806 ppl, if you guys happen to come across this blog, i apologise for any mood swing and tantrump thrown in the past few weeks... Reasons are fall of love and down on fever, cough and flu... Please forgive me... -bows- Gome nasai mina.... Owari......... 不论白天或黑夜，心中挂念的，始终是你。。。 我想。。。 你不会知道吧？ 白天的我，是我所不认识的我；夜晚的我，是让我陌生的我。。。 当 阳光 洒在脸上时，陌生的笑容是 我封闭 悲伤 的 好朋友； 在 晚霞 慢慢的 从天际 消失后，夜空 渐渐 漆上 忧郁 的 海蓝色， 那熟悉既强烈的思念 又 涌入心头。。。 我知道，陪我入梦的，又会是孤寂，哭累的心灵，和那浅浅的泪痕。。。 夜风轻佛发际，我的泪珠就有如那闪烁于夜幕的星辰。。。 虽然美丽的夜色，有带着淡淡忧伤的月光伴着，却缺少了一个你。。。 一个可以让我依靠的肩膀；一个我以为已爱上我的他。。 是我太天真，还是我太傻？  0 comments Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ( @ 11:40 )  [OxO!! when did they take this photo??!!]  [can you see meee?? XD]  [The 4 beauties~~ X3]  [class photo~~!! ^x^] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hihie peepok~ Long time no blog liao. Poly life is stressed up ehs. Projects and homework are killing me liao. Everyday also late late sleep. Tired sia. Wanna sleep early also cannot. T^T [ i am not in the right mind when writing this part. <-- obviously. =x= ] Well, it is true that my schedule is all packed up with homework, homework, homework, and PROJECTS!! =( Hais.... Sian. Nowadays, things are worsened. My dear mum is sick and has been having diarreoa... [ or whatever way you spell it. ] Tooting sian. Going to teach cousin vivian maths as tuition soooooooooon. SOON. X3 I actually do enjoy teaching ppl, BUT, i hate annoying kids, thus i dont wanna be a teacher, but a tutor. XD ja ne~ -off to do work- 0 comments |