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Monday, January 30, 2012 ( what's the truth then? @ 22:24 ) Your words are still ringing in my ears "My love to you is fading, coz we dont get to meet up" I can't tell you that I can promise any commitment now You said that love is fading, but it doesn't mean you dont love me anymore Hellos Love got measurement? Can count in percentage? 100% then fade le drop till 50%? Now what? Boost up to 100% again? Then you gonna tell me it will be fading to what percentage? Love can't be measured my dear. Then what am I to you since I'm not a 后背轮胎? You feel comfortable with her at that point of time Thus you got tgt with her, two days right after our arguement So I choose you n become your gal We quarrel n fight And comes another gal You are comfortable with her So what? Ditch me, go with her? My imagination is too wild But you can't understand how hurtful it is to hear this from someone you love: My love to you is FADING 0 comments ( heartbroken @ 22:05 ) I didn't know this is how you look at me Then what do you want me to reply you? Last night my phone was confiscated I chat with Hui till dawn I fell asleep crying Yet in my dream its you again But.. Thanks.. Thanks for letting me know tat I'm nothing but a slutty bitch to you Who wants to be pampered by many guys I told you I want to enjoy singlehood Cox the reason i wanna move out is coz i want my freedom n i wanna find back myself I dont know how to smile n laugh anymore Do you know how pathetic tat is? So I'm tat kind of woman in your eyes I shouldn't have reject everyone then? Then i really can have ppl doting on me n pampering me Dont worry Even tat i have no one now I still have myself 0 comments ( 谢谢你 @ 21:22 ) 突然觉得 好寂寞 好空虚 我没有选择你 也没有和他在一起 感情路 好难走 崎岖又辛苦 我还是好爱好爱他 今天有点发烧 却心里只担心他 他昨晚说 吃的太胀 有点恶心, 想吐 他呀.. 就是不会照顾自己 不知道他有没有发烧 哈哈.. 自己发烧没人理 却担心别人 说真的.. 对他来说.. 我在他心里 是什么地位 他寂寞, 空虚时 才想到的后备轮胎? 当我告诉他, 我选择了自己 谁都不要 他是失落 还是一点影响也没有呢? 他又变得冷淡了 因为这个目标失败了 所以连朋友也不能做吗? 哈哈... 我呀.. 真可悲 对吧? 老公.. 拜托.. 不要等我 等人 是浪费时间和精力的愚蠢事 谢谢你.. 总是以我为优先 事事都帮我想好 有你的日子 我很幸福 但是 我不能太自私 我不能心里有着他 却若无其事地当你的女朋友 老公..谢谢你 谢谢你为我做了这么多 谢谢一切的一切 <3 要开始学习独立 要习惯没有你的日子 我会加油的! ^^ 0 comments Saturday, January 28, 2012 ( 好聽 @ 03:50 ) 你說的話 我都相信 說得好聽 說得甜蜜 你說的每一句 我都相信 你說的話總那麼好聽 你愛不愛我不能確定 也許你只把它當遊戲 我卻愛得太用力 我沒那麼聰明 我好怕..历史重演 你懂吗? 0 comments Friday, January 27, 2012 ( sleepless @ 02:11 ) Laogong fell asleep before chat I dont need to slp liao :| 0 comments ( what should i do @ 02:00 ) I dont know what I should do 为什么你要回头? 我好不容易才让自己不去想你 我很清楚 我还喜欢你 因为你问我 can I have you back 的时候, 我的心情是有点雀乐..却有些害怕 那时的创伤太重 我依然不能理解 爱为何如此不堪一击 你爱上另一个人 是什么时候? 在我们争吵时? 在那之前? 争吵后 的两天 是我无法接受的 恐怖事实 你是别人的了 Im still having the same nightmare every night.. Even after Laogong coax me to slp.. I'll still wake up in cold sweat I know I have feelings for Laogong But why? Why I can't tell you that I had given up hope on you n you dont stand a chance? Why? Why I just can't say... Why am I always putting what I wanna say in my pocket? 0 comments Tuesday, January 24, 2012 ( CNY 2012 @ 00:12 ) BUSY TO THE MAX ULTRA TIRED But but.. Im happy!! =D Not becox of HongPaos but its the "kampong spirit" in my family! Anyways, I still havent finish washing dishes Omo HAPPY CNY DARLINGS~~ <3 *runs off to wash dishes* 0 comments Tuesday, January 17, 2012 ( grocery shopping @ 22:36 ) Omo Its soooooo tired But worthy since its CNY :D I feel sooooo blissful I have a Laogong tat knows me without me saying much <3 0 comments Tuesday, January 10, 2012 ( de-stress @ 13:38 ) My backaches, neck pain, leg cramps and muscle aches are really killing me Especially lower back n shoulders. Hmmm... I somehow sounds damn old auntie sia Omo :| Well well well.. I finally finally start to watch RunningMan again! It has been quite a few months ever since I watch kshows n kdramas liao neh But it's always addictive to watch them I won't know how to control myself not to watch >_< But hor Its kinda weird eh When I feel sooooooooo suuuuuuuuuuuuper duper ultra tired To the point I can stand and fall asleep Yet when I start watching Khuntoria or Running Man, I'll be 100% awake and my sleepiness will vanish (esp the Thailand episode! Omo~ How can I fall asleep when my favorite eye candy is the guest of tat episode! Nickkhun~~~ How can he be so cute n handsome n charming at the same time?) Khunnie manse manse man-manse~ RunningMan manse manse manse~~ :D 0 comments Thursday, January 05, 2012 ( Birthday :D @ 02:00 ) One @ NYNY Another @ Long Beach Seafood Restaurant Another special thing is I've got a Laogong who sang birthday song to me And even personally meet me to wish me happy birthday! Laogong, My b'day present I still thinking. But I most probably will ask you buy cookery for me :P And hor This year is rather special It will mark my day of freedom Planned to move in Oct But in the end, plan fail Nov.. Then Dec.. Keep dragging Thus I made my mind to move in Jan at most is drag till end of Jan I still thinking about CNY haizzz. 0 comments ( Birthday :D @ 02:00 ) One @ NYNY Another @ Long Beach Seafood Restaurant Another special thing is I've got a Laogong who sang birthday song to me And even personally meet me to wish me happy birthday! Laogong, My b'day present I still thinking. But I most probably will ask you buy cookery for me :P And hor This year is rather special It will mark my day of freedom Planned to move in Oct But in the end, plan fail Nov.. Then Dec.. Keep dragging Thus I made my mind to move in Jan at most is drag till end of Jan I still thinking about CNY haizzz. 0 comments Sunday, January 01, 2012 ( 2012 @ 02:14 ) Time really flies.. And new year always reminds me of my birthdays.. And I really start to ponder.. Have I ever enjoyed my birthdays? Most of my birthdays seem enjoyable I had fun But.. Its more of like entertaining others than enjoying myself Joke? Nah. Im dead serious. When I was young, Mum used to book restaurants "VIP" rooms n.. Da-dah~ A big sumptous feast~~ But.. Honestly.. Celebrating whose birthday? Mine right? I hate to wear lots of accessories (even till now) At the age of three, I must wear till like a Xmas tree -.- And wearing clothes to her liking ( Erm. Well, true enough tat at the age of three, I won't be able to select my own clothes combi la) At seven, birthday party Yesh, I still clearly rmb, somehow (bits n pieces) My classmates, all relatives (Yesh. ALL) Neighbors, etc eyc Hmmm. My birthday party or relatives gathering? Lets not drag so farrrrr The recently 5 years de: Sweet 16 - ALLLLLLL relatives n some of my friends (Erm. Hellos? Shouldn't I be purely my friends?) Lovely 18 - Weekend Cruise (Excuse me. Im not a gambler. Blackjack during CNY is to entertain those SUPER DUPER BORED cousins. Its more like entertaining you n dad who both are gamblers -.-) Worst birthday? My 21st. I wanted a chalet, yeah I got it I wanna invite ONLY my friends n maybe few cousins, but nah. I got ALLLLLLLL MY RELATIVES n YOUR FRIENDS, DAD'S FRIENDS -.- And due to budget wise. I dont dare to invite all my friends over. Yet you are complaining ever since last year till now I just dont understand. Its not as if I'm gonna invite 1000 ppl? You prepare so many food for? Argh. When you have too much to say, you become speechless Cox you dont know where to start from. In the end, the whole lot of anger n grieve swallowed down the tummy, burdening the already tired heart My new year isn't happy :( 0 comments |