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Thursday, November 04, 2010 ( 累了 @ 15:19 ) 有时觉得活着.. 好象失去了意义... 我常说.. 自杀和自残是傻子才会去做的事.. 但现在的我却能体会.. 当傻子.. 其实是种解脱的方式... 虽然只能得到短暂的平静.. 我却开始依赖这种平静... 常常在想.. 依赖着自残去得到平静的我.. 会不会.. 有一天.. 也会走上自杀的道路呢? 在朋友眼中的我, 或许是个坚强、活泼、开朗的人.. 我曾经是那样的.. 吧? 是我忘了快乐的方法, 还是扭曲了幸福的定义呢? 我想.. 应该是.. 我改变了.... 是好的改变, 还是坏的改变? 我自己也不知道答案... 陪伴我的.. 就只有孤独和寂寞... 总认为自己和周边环境.. 就是有哪里.. 就有那么一点的 格格不入... 生活中的点点滴滴不再让我微笑, 而在哭泣后, 我才能缓缓入眠... 在〈〈天国的树里〉〉, 有段经典台词: "如果脚会冰, 心就会是暖和的 但如果感觉不到脚是冰的,心会变得冰冷" 可是 不管割伤了手多少次,都不会觉得痛, 因为心在淌血... 我真的累了... 0 comments |