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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ( @ 00:00 )  ~~~~~~~~~~~ 25 of July.... The day my phobia for love began. I think i can be a fortune teller... I predicted that he has a gal alrdy... But... I just dont wanna give up on him... Well, I know I have to give up now... Cox no matter how hard I tried... His heart only contains one gal: Miss V. I felt so....discouraged...... I used a year... or I should say almost a year.... since it is 11 months and 1 week...from when I started to wait for him after our break up on 24 August 2007....till now... I dont understand... How can you be so cruel to me...? I really fall for you... So deep that I cant trust love or relationships now... I can say.... I really love you... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You might not be my first... But you made me understand what is love... Love is first sour....then sweet... lastly......... Bitter................. I still rmb when we were having the sweet atmosphere of being in love with each other so much... Even a peck on the cheek can make the both of us blush for the whole day.... I know how it is like to be loved by a guy when he cuddles in your arms... then kiss your lips...so gentlely.... Still rmb the time when you went to my school to pick me up and we go shopping with xiaomin (yi-da-li/italy) and her friend at AMKHub....? When we are at my doorsteps...the hug you gave me....? The hug that tells me how much you love me.... The hug that proves how reluctant you were to let go of me... The hug that is so forceful... with your strong arms around me... The hug that last for 5 mins... but it felt like only a sec..... I have not shed a tear since you break the news of you having a gal on the 25 of July... But why I am crying now...? I dont know too....I felt so empty now..... So empty... so empty.......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No matter how much I missed you.. I always remind myself that you are really busy with work, NS, taekwando...etc. But... You do have time for clubbing, your friend's mum's birthday party...blar blar.... But no time to msg me...... I dont think I asked too much..... All I want is just a msg per week... Nothing else.... You told me you will contact me when you are free............. I waited... and waited.... Only once you msg me... and it is on 13 of April... just the night before my first day of school.... Do you know how happy i was on the first day of school? To read your msg early in the morning had gave me so much energy... Know why I always love to hear your voice.....? It will tame the crying soul of mine which is so lonely and which craves for your hug..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I really miss your kisses.. your hugs... and..... your Love............................................... 0 comments Sunday, July 13, 2008 ( @ 02:11 )  Hie ppl~ I ultra long ime no blog liao sia... Life: Packed with activities from Mon to Sun. Kinda tiring but yet manage to learn to manage my time better as i always have poor time management. (Although my bad habit of waking up late and late for schol hasnt change any bit. ><) Family: Mama is as usual. Naggy an irritating. But just 3 more years. I will endure de!!! As for Papa, still the same nor... Work, Home, Soccer and Sleep. Sometimes add on with babes on the MTV channels or movies only. =____= School: Common test coming le.. Exams also round the corner... Assignments due date also near le.. Hais... STRESS AHS. Getting along rather well with my class too. They are a bunch of cute ppl~ And they are amazing!!! DIT 0806 ROCKS!!!!!!!! CCA: Joined Sakuran Japanese Cultural Club of NYP, JMD - Japanese Music and Dance division. Previously was in AAA - Anoymous Anime Addicts division. But well, for ppl who know me well, you know that i am a dance addict liao le. >< Got a perf on 9 July de. But cox sch work and house work too much, i was forced to back out from it. Perf event is called, "Shizuoka Exchange Program". But this coming 23 July got another perf. And i am sure to go for it le!!! It is a full traditional dance perf oh!! During the lunch time concert somemore nor!! >< Happy things that happen recently: I got 5 As for my first term!!!! And another thing is that my house repainting oh!!! Then i get to change the whole set of my furniture!!! I am a tuition teacher le!!! Teaching my cousin now. ^^ Sad things that happen recently: Got a C for my communication skills. Sians. X_____X Lots of things to pack and unpack cox change new furniture. Though my room look alot more spacious then before but the storage space also alot lesser. Schedule pack till i kept getting sick.... And.... I still can't get over him.... Should i continue wait for him...? A month more and i can officially say i wait for him a year since our break up... But when today i call him... He didnt pick up my call and instead hang it up.... I thought he was having urgent meeting or anything... But he didnt even bother to msg me.... The whole day....i waited for his msg like an idoit... I cant help it but to think that i am really an idoit who is the only one putting in effort to try to maintain the sort of "爱昧" relationship... Maybe it is time for me to put my sufferings to a stop... I dont have the patience to wait... During my sec2, when i crush on BC (Mer, gwen, mojo, you guys will know who the hell he is la), and it is like i knew we wont have any ending or whatsoever but i naively thinks that he might be touched one day... But that day never came.. and it is like i wait for him about half a year like that la.... And kept my another two years "single" just cox i really tot he will notice me. But Lucas.... I had enough.... Enough of... I miss you terribly till i really cried umpteen of times. I dont lack of suitors, but i know deep down in my heart, i truly fall for you.... Many might say that i am dumb or whatsoever... I just want you to know that... ###~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I really love you, my Lucas-Honey... Sugar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~### 0 comments |