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Thursday, March 29, 2012 ( Im disappointed @ 02:50 ) Morning high fever n bad headache.. then cant go for work cuz really bad headache till cant get off the bed.. Giddy till I cant stand properly.. Woke up by Deardear's morning call But head spinning, thus I went back to slp.. Last night rushing work, slept with laptop still on, burining my feet, contact lenses not taken off almost cause infections.. Im like burning when I woke up again at 11, by Deardear's voice.. A blissful thing, but it turned into disaster Deardear, you really broke my heart today I having high fever, but you were doubting Im really sick "You suddenly pop out fever ah" That really broke me down into tears And the rest of the day, you didnt really show concern if im alright le.. When you came to my place, I thought you came to check on me if Im fine.. But.. you were only afraid tat Im still angry n I would ask you to leave.. Deardear, if I were you, even you were to use broom to shoo me away, I still wanna make sure you are fine As your gf, no matter how sick or unwell I feel, Im still worried if you are fine, n when you took buses to unknown destinations, I really panicked till I cant eat a single grain of porridge not even water.. kept crying at the thought tat something might happen to you.. But it didnt seem to have come across your mind tat my fever is really serious.. ===== Mei, sorry to have made you so worried about me.. Always so crybaby.. 恋爱真的不要碰.. 除非真的爱上了, 否则不要去找 我若不是真的爱上你姐夫, 已认定他了 也会选择一个人 自在 无牵挂 多好 Compo cannot write 'I HATE YOU" oh.. Hahahahhahah!! 讨厌你姐夫常惹我哭 也不能拿compo来 "报复" Tankyuu for the delicious lunch, though only canfood n porridge But you still heat them up for me.. ='] Doing your E-learning with you really bring back memories of being a secondary student.. Touching E-maths really is fun.. Used to hate maths but I love them ever since I flung my first O levels Mei, dont forget what I told you oh! Must always read your questions twice before you answer la Since your English is not tat good!! And dont always complicate the questions esp when they are damn easy la Like the question tat dont really need calculations: A watch is sold at a discount of $15. Its original profit is 10% of its cost price. The cost price is $100. The answer is $125 at a glance, but really dont know how you calculate till you can get lost hahahah! But Im still more worried about your English and Chemistry la. Physics I still can help you. But English really hard unless you put in effort to improve Your compo.. though I only read your first two paragraphs.. I really gonna vomit blood le. Vocab, spelling n grammar mistakes.. GOSH. *FAINTS* Im seriously worrying about your N Levels. Shall start communicate with you in English from tmr onwards! But still... Thanks for being there when I need someone to cry to and talk to Love you, Mei~ ===== Well, after quarrel with Deardear today suddenly had a thought tat maybe we arent suitable.. I so sick of quarrelling.. so sick of crying.. so sick.. n so sick.. maybe, just maybe.. we should end it But tears well up and I start sobbing hard when that thought appears in my mind Hahah.. Mei look at me and said, "姐啊.. 你太爱姐夫了.. 你只是没看到他 就想他想到哭 想得要死 如果和他分开, 你真的会死吧" Deardear, 我还是好爱好爱你 不过, 我真的对你好失望.. Marriage vow 不是随便说说的 Since long ago, I stop believing in vows and promises 但我容许自己傻一回, 相信了你的誓言.. In sickness n in health.. Deardear.. Im disappointed. 0 comments Thursday, March 22, 2012 ( Happy 1st Monthsary ♥ @ 00:30 ) Well.. Last night really cried too hard le la Anyways, home cooked lunch with Mei n XiaoLei is reeally nice! Plain porridge, panfried salmon, cabbage with ham, scrambled egg with spring onions n ham, 风干腊肠, 猪耳朵, 金针菇 and prickled radish!! Sumptuous wor =D But Deardear cooked even more sumptuous lor!! Scallop mushroom soup, scrambled eggs with onions n prawns, bean sprouts n mushrooms in oyster sauce and minced meat patty with tofu!! Deardear's cooking really Jjang! My boyy cooks better than me.. Omo.. But he looks really dashing n charming when he is cooking nahh Awww... 我又再次爱上我的男人了 ♥ But Deardear quarrel with his Dad today... Hmmm.. Its really scary to see Deardear flare up.. I hugged Poohpooh ultra tight n Im on the verge of tears Deardear tried comforting me, but his hug is magical ♥ It can shoo all the fears n I know Im safe in his arms Heehee~ Indeed.. Bidding farewell with Deardear is toughest thing la! Hahahah I keep staring at the lift area for about 5 mins? Staring blank.. though I know Deardear is otw home liao =\ But Deardear, Tankyuu for the yummy monthsary dinner! Tankyuu for 大猪猪 n 小猪猪! Tankyuu for everything.. Most importantly, Tankyuu for always being there for me ♥ Deardear, Happie 1st Monthsary! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~ P.s. Tankyuu Fate for bringing my boyy to me ^^ 0 comments Tuesday, March 20, 2012 ( Crying n Wiping tears @ 23:30 ) Today didnt go work again.. Coughing like mad.. Daddy Alan visited me and bought me tea! (I know Deardear dont like I use the word, Daddy cuz it sounds as if he is my sugar daddy, but that is what I address him la.. =\) He is always so sweet n nice to me! Just like I got myself another dad! Heehee~ Then I cab to Internation Plaza to meet Pighead's client, Lynn A nice lady who actually chat awhile with me, and thus I start promoting BuzzThee to her since she seems interested But honestly alot of OLs are good actress and always will show interests in things tat they actually heck care Well. Whatsoever. Its a good chance for me to know another possible client and to me, they look like $ Then I went to Bugis alone. Quite emo.. Cuz the moment I step out of my place, Im crying like mad On cab, the uncle so nice, gave his box of tissue, cuz when Im on the phone with Deardear, Im sobbing till damn ugly.. T^T But when I hang up on him, I tell myself, its time for business No more tears, tat must wait. So I wipe my tears and put on my shades, put on my fake smile and strong front There I go, meeting Lynn Then the moment I bid farewell with Lynn, tears start flowing again Tap is on, yeah So Im crying and attracting numerous glares from ppl walking from International Plaza to Tanjong Pagar MRT then to Bugis Street.. Went to collect my long waited stuffs!! Deardear's monthsary pressie for next month, something reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally special and erm.. shy >x< And something cute tat is for when I move to Pighead's place de My cute cat ring!! I have a gold one with diamonds eyes, this new one is silver with black eyes and a diamond at the heart there! Im not a fan of cats but I just somehow obsessed with cats rings ( I dont know why also) And also something for me n Deardear de heehee~ Anyways, I bought buns for Deardear Well.. Cry otw back again. Haiz Made chrysanthemum before I went out in the afternoon, wanna give Deardear de But well, Deardear say stay home, so I drank them all Just now chat alot with Mei~ A true Heart to Heart chat.. Haiz.. Somehow I feel like Mei is like a younger version of me in some sense? And what we have went through is rather similar? But our characters are sooooooooooooo different. Hahah Well.. I just feel tat having a sister feels blissful ^^ Mei ah.. Jie will not allow you to flung your N levels de! Deardear also wont allow! I cant imagine if you really gotta be send back to China.. Oh dear.. Im gonna cry again T^T Last night I cry Mei wipe my tears, She cry I stuff her tissue.. Hahah I just love this sister of mine ♥ 0 comments Monday, March 19, 2012 ( happening ah happening @ 02:42 ) After I just finish typing my blog post for Thurs, March 15, which is Mer's bdae as well! I did rmb to post on her fb to wish her happie birthday hahah Well, meet Kaya for a long night chat like till morning, I walked her back to her condo apartment but didnt go up, only went to the pool side to chill But to my amaze, the condo is quite cool n surprisingly not much indians around there, mostly angmohs Anyways, chat the whole night, Erm. I should use morning? Lol then till about 5, I left and headed home But when Im walking back, Deardear's expression when he say wanna go USS keep flashing in my mind I keep thinking of his disappointed expression n tone when I told him to wait till June So I have a sudden childish and immature thought of going USS with Deardear But well, we went and its really fun except when we were queueing for the water ride at the Lost World section we had some issues..cuz of tiny little dumb things.. like the date we went for our first USS.. the date we first hold hands, the date we first kissed.. But Deardear only gt one right.. which the first time we hold hands was when we officially gt tgt It was August 12, 2011 when we went for our first USS.. It was February 22, when we first hold hands.. It was February 25, when we first kissed..right in the middle of Orchard.. The dates are soooo impt to me..so I just wanna rmb them.. I was having abit of PMS..probably. But Im really disappointed tat Deardear cant really rmb n needa refer.. =\ Well, we apologised to each other. And.. We conquered Battlestar Galatica numerous times n the Transformers ride! It is reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally cool! But I guess Im really quite slim la I keep hit against the metal stuff during the Transformers ride n its like damn pain But Im thankful I have Deardear with me as my human safety belt heehee! Oh ya! I bought the Gingerbread man water bottle! Its still with Deardear though Cuz no money to buy the Transformers one which is damn cool, with Bumblebee de head! We had our dinner @ Merlion there, wanted to eat Subway de But in the end, we eat pasta from 7-Eleven (Deardear, 只要和你在一起, 不管吃什么, 都是香的 ♥) The fireworks are really daebakk!! Jjang! I love fireworks since young n its like.. always so amazing to see fireworks.. no matter how many times I watch fireworks, I still will be amazed hahah We took the long route back from USS: Sentosa broadwalk But it is really beautiful at night! Maybe its becuz Deardear is with me, thus I feel tat the night is really charming~ We chat alot.. n when we talked about the movie: 2012 Deardear ask me what I will do if I have two tickets to survive the crisis I say I will give Deardear one ticket n another one to my mum and I will enjoy the last moments of my life alone Deardear's reply to the same question really touched me.. "I will go look for you n we will face the crisis tgt" I just keep falling deeper for my boyy.. ♥ Well the one thing I enjoyed most is to sleep in Deardear's arms.. To see his eyes.. his sleepy face.. his cute yawning.. even his snoring.. heehee~ 心里突然觉得.. 自己好幸福 好幸福.. "This cute boyy is mine" I often whisper to myself ^^ Well then Deardear's mama woke me up :0 The moment I woke up, its like: Omo, why is it Deardear's mama wake me up? :X And I suuuuuper late for my appointment with Fabian! In the end, I reached like almost 4?! *faints* Anyways, Tankyuu Fabian for the treat! Its superb! I shall go back for more Japanese curry next time! Shall bring Deardear go try! And Fabian ah, dont forget you promise me to cook and teach me Japanese curry from scratch de! Shall date you out for lunch or drinks when I pass by your workplace, since I needa renew my library books soon also Fabian accompany me to PS after our lunch @ Coco Ichibanya Curry house @ 313 to find Deardear awhile cuz I missing him though only like few hours never see each other :X Deardear bought me glass cups n tupperware! Tankyuu Deardear! Deardear 神神秘秘 buy materials for my next month de monthsary pressie.. Hmm.. *curious* After shopping @ Daiso, Fabian n Deardear accompany me to Kaya's place Fabian walk home from there, since his place is near But saying byebye to Deardear is always the toughest thing :'[ Kaya cooked me reeeeally delicious fish soup noodles! My very first time to eat my Pighead's cooking after I know her for so many years lol But the soup is really Jjang! Stewed for hours de soup leh... Pighead say gonna cook me tat again when she gets back from her journey to Macau, HongKong n Taiwan.. Heehee~ Pighead, I shall cook you good food when you come back also And a big Tankyuu for all the 粮食 tat you donate to me :D Tankyuu Deardear for helping me carry all those heavy heavy stuffs back home! Was sticking close to Deardear when at Kaya's place heehee~ When I say byebye to Deardear outside my place, I almost cry sia.. Haiz.. Its always toughest to say byebye to Deardear.. Sometimes wanna really glue to him like super glue for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week tat kind But well, Im more rational? Hmmm... Or can control my feelings abit bit better? But the moment I saw Deardear from my windows.. HAIZ My eyesight too good? I feel tat Deardear is tearing up le.. Ahhduiiiii I can see his eyes start watery watery when we say byebye at my gates.. So when Deardear say he miss me.. I use lightning speed to unpack n clear all the stuffs Kaya donate to me which is like 4 big packs.. Then bring my stuffs for overnight at Deardear's place and ta-dah There I go, running after the bus and appear at Deardear's place But Deardear daebakk la I whatsapp him, he didnt see So I 罚站 outside his place.. lol In the end, I called Deardear then he open door for me hahah But Deardear is the cutest guy in the whole universe! Heehee~ He tear up when he see me nor! 不管多累, 看到他感动的样子, 我就觉得一切都值得了 自己觉得我真的好幸福 好幸福 Sleeping in Deardear's arms is the most blissful thing Heehee~ Deardear, I love you!! ♥ Another blissful thing is 被 Deardear 的声音叫醒~ But I quite emo.. cuz Deardear 为了我 dont wanna go for guard duty Im really touched but I emo is cuz Deardear's mama seem to give me weird glances haiz.. I really dont wanna give a single bit of bad impression for Deardear's family neh Well. After breakfast, we went to my ex landlord, 媚姐's place to collect my $300 n to return her the keys Tankyuu 媚姐 for the really nice lunch! Though it wasnt filling la, its really yummy! And I found my bra! Im so thankful lor Hahahah My criss cross bra ♥ Haiz.. But.. On the bus, we chat alot about our pasts.. And whenever its regarding tat M gal or C gal, I just feel very 辛苦 n sometimes I really dont wanna to listen.. cuz memories will rush back esp tat C gal.. But.. I still wanna know.. about them.. Haiz.. Sooooo contradicting.. :X And whenever its reagrding to Ben, Deardear 会和我有一样的感觉吧? McDonalds' breakfast with Ben seems to affect Deardear alot.. Haiz.. Deardear, I didnt mean to keep it from you But it is true tat Im keeping a distance away from Ben le 我真的和 Ben 讲清楚了 So Deardear please trust my love for you k? :] Omo.. Im so missing my boyy :'[ 0 comments Thursday, March 15, 2012 ( Grocery shopping!! @ 00:00 ) But shopping with Deardear made me feel like Im shopping for our family hahah I dont know why.. But Deardear is the first person who ever change my mindset or thinking about marriage n family First time in my life, I felt that marriage is a blissful thing First time in my life, I felt that having a family isnt a tragedy Deardear, I dont know how to tell you my feelings Im anti marriage cuz Ive seen too many tragedies, n we are victims too I dont wanna be tied down by just a cert, I dont like commitments nor promises Experiences too many broken promises n unfulfilled commitments Since Im anit marriage, it has never ever come across my mind tat I will have a family with someone But Im amazed, shocked n taken back by the thought of mine Whenever Im with you, I start to think, If we have kids, a home of our own, a sweet family and a blissful marriage.. Sometimes I start wondering, how I will look when Im in a wedding gown standing next to you in a church.. How will you look in suit waiting for me at the end of the red carpet.. Its like a dream.. But I only realise one thing. Im loving you deeper n deeper.. 0 comments Wednesday, March 14, 2012 ( White Valentines ♥ @ 23:59 ) Cuz really busy with work n everytime we go out jiu must spend money Haizzz So must 忍耐 abit, cannot everyday meet =P (Deardear I know it sounds damn bull shit hahahah Cuz Im missing you like mad, lucky gt picys wahahahah) But... Today start cracking on Deardear's birthday pressie le Heehee! Its not something fantastic la. But its something sweet to me! So Deardear pleeeeease DONT look forward! hahahah! Omo.. Tankyuu again for 大猪猪 oh! Heehee! I just love it so much la! Im like hugging it the whole time hahah.. Hmmm.. Abit neglect 小猪猪.. (Oopsy =\ ) Poohpooh is I give Deardear de monthsary pressie, though you collected it earlier la Just like I collected earlier Deardear give me de monthsary pressie: 大猪猪 ♥ Well.. Deardear.. Mermer n Nana say de, I gt 听进去 Its so true.. 甜甜蜜蜜 is one day.. 吵吵闹闹 also one day.. We reallyyyyy should cherish 在一起的每时每刻.. and cherish tat Fate finally brought us tgt.. (like finally!? hahahahah) Cuz we already lose one chance 8 yrs ago le. In life, there isnt so many 8 yrs de At times I really feel like throwing tantrums n act like a kid.. Wait for you to come pamper me n console me like a princess.. But.. my independence n stubborness win hahahahah I'll keep reminding myself I should act like a 22 yr old (Unless its playing with kids n softies la.. I already try very hard to refrain myself from losing my image le! Esp when i wanna play with Jacelyn n when im holding 大猪猪 and 小猪猪 ♥ ) 大猪猪 now is my scent le wor. Deardear de scent is like no where to be found liao T^T Guess is cuz I keep smell the place that gt Deardear de scent ba Heehee! Sometimes I will have the feeling tat Im sticking to you like glue wor. How? Cuz its like every single little thing also wanna share with you ^^ 내 사랑, 사랑해요 ♥ 0 comments ( Songs of The Sea @ 00:08 ) My swollen tonsillitis killed me in the morning Shall set my alarm later @ 7am ba Haiz.. Shall finish up my office work fast!! Just now went to Sentosa to catch Songs of The Sea! FOC la. Omo. Tankyuu Jiaying!! Its was really cool and the fireworks are soooooooo pretty! Made home-cooked dinner for Deardear, and we ate at a bench outside the Luge Prawn and vege with scrambled egg, silverfish omellete and stirfry wongbok with fresh mushrooms Was alittle saltish. Haiz.. =\ Next time must make reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nice de for Deardear But should make some meat, since both of us are carnivore type hahahahahah!! Anyways, after the show, Deardear sent me back and we 大包小包 with the goodie bags which dont really contains goodies lol On the way back my home, we went McDonald's to get vanilla cones!! Okokays. I know I shouldn't be eating ice-cream but the temptation is really too overwhelming!! Well. Deardear keep teasing me la! Next time dont eat ice-cream tat must use lick de le la! And hor, dont keep sayang my tummy n say inside gt baby la. Ahduiiiiii~ I dont wanna be Mama soooooooo soon la! But Deardear so cute la! Yesterday still keep ask me what's the symptoms of pregnancy lol! Ahduiii Deardear like so keen in becoming Papa liao =X Hao le. Time for office work! Hmmmm... Shall make it a habit of updating bloggy le! Else Deardear gonna say why I seldom update. He himself also seldom update still say me hahah *off to do work* 0 comments Tuesday, March 13, 2012 ( 忙 忙 忙 @ 00:30 ) Ever since started work, health is really deteriorating! Haiz. Sore throat for two whole weeks: No sign of recovery Cough for one whole week: On & Off Fever: Occassionally Flu: Every single night but recovers when the dawn breaks lol But Happiness is really with me eh! Sad to say. I do miss my family alot, and i mean ALOT. But well. I cant be too greedy right? I have Deardear now, and at least I know, no matter what happens, I still have him with me I have a new sister, and she is great and coooooool~ Feels good to have a sister (like finally?) Hahahahahahahhaha! xD Anways, I miss my family 'like a shit' >> anyhow quote Deardear hahahahah! But 我开始学会释怀了啦 Deardear family also like mine ma.. hor? ^^ Now best. Tonsillitis swollen. T^T Emo le la But I gt 大猪猪 and 小猪猪 to hug to slp!! Though I must agree with Deardear that he is much more nicer to hug.. Heehee Ehh.. Deardear.. You like getting more "fluffy" wor.. Or is i getting slimmer? *shiny eyes* Hao la.. I go be pig le la! Today Deardear took half day off to pei me see doc.. Nana gave me "lectures" on fb! hahah!! Nighties~~ S2 *copy Deardear =P* 0 comments Friday, March 02, 2012 ( lovely companion? delicious food? @ 03:24 ) But I was hungry till Im giddy.. A dangerous companion is better than surrounded by drunkards alone Its not tat i dont wanna eat proper meals. I don't have tat much money.. My savings are depleting.. I dont wanna ask from my dad.. My best companion is you.. Most delicious food is the porridge.. I hate quarrels.. I hate sleepless nights.. I hate liquor.. I hate what I'm seeing is Piglet, not you 0 comments Thursday, March 01, 2012 ( nervous and happy day ♥ @ 02:46 ) Yeah. I passed my interviews and Im working as a Sales Executive for BuzzThee starting from March 1, 2012 which is today yeah. Im gonna report to work in a few hours! Sooo thrilled and excited! After signing contract with BuzzThee, I plan to get some jeans and a bag suitable for business de, which means pocket gonna burn a big big hole =[ And true enough. My expenses are wayyyyy over budget liao omo All thanks to my stupid taste *sigh* But heart pain is heart pain I still love shopping with Mei and Deardear, not to forget his family! That day went shopping with Mei and Deardear: bought a pair of Zara heels @ $129.00 (I know its ex, but its really gorgeous okays ^^) and also my Charles & Keith heels that I've been eye-ing for a looooooong time I think I did fb about it before Well. Today is shopping with Deardear and his family (Sis, Mum and Dad) Its sooooo unexpected la Original plan is to meet Deardear to buy jeans n bag @ Nex tgt de But suddenly become parent-meeting session Omo. *faints* I guess my nervousness is suuuuuuper obvious =X Deardear realised my sweaty palm getting more serious when I saw his family hehheh~ Met his auntie also, but only for a short while like 5 mins or less? Then I wanted to tell Deardear next time then buy those stuff de But I was too nervous till I almost forget to greet ppl I really very jialat =[ Anyways, we still went to Isetan to get my bag Im more concern about the price tag then the bag design honestly I already over spent till dont know how to say liao So this means cup noodles for the following days =0 I really jialat I forgot to thank Deardear's mum for helping me with the bag! Omo. Im hopeless la Didnt even thank his sis for helping me save $3 cox used her Isetan card and hor she paid for me (I still havent return her the money) But Deardear is sweet and naughty! Hahah On the way to Nex, keep saying what 姐弟恋.. Haiz. I know I look older lor. Happy? *pouts* Seriously la. Deardear baby face leh I old hag face =.= *emo* Somemore, I obviously already nervous about meeting his family liao Then add on with the 姐弟恋 thingy I sure emo + sad + pissed de ma Still got the cheek to ask me not angry lol But hor. I forgive but I wont forget! Wahahah! Cuz my sweet Deardear helped me 挡 all the arrows from his family heehee~ Tankyuu Deardear ♥ But but but but, Deardear really 色色的 la Always cheat me.. and I always kena cheated! Everytime say peck on cheek, then jiu kiss dao lips, then *blush* Aiya! I must be smarter next time! And at bus interchange say those 没营养的! Your brain hor must put inside washing machine wash! >x< Today really quite 'happening' eh But its was fun n happy ♥ Btw, Deardear ah Rmb we at escalator on the way to 7-Eleven to buy drink I said you fatty n must cut weight (really must cut abit la) Then you replied later too shuai ppl snatch how I replied in Korean rmb? Its 넌 내꺼야, which means: You belong to me / You are mine ♥ Heehee~ 0 comments |