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Name: Carin aka Piggy
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Wednesday, February 08, 2012

( 나는 거짓말쟁이 @ 01:00 )

我不知道.... 我能自欺欺人多久..

Nightmares still haunt me..
Sunday.. I had a weird dream
The beginning of the dream is sweet
Yet the ending is bitter

I dreamt of myself in a practice room, dancing alone. Then a lady, my dance mate i think tells me my bf has come
But I turn towards him n say "ttyl, baby"

And he replied,"Zhi dao le, baby"
I concentrate on my dance n it was nice to see myself dancing again
But when I'm done, and went to look for him
He said this to me,"Im sorry. My love for you is fading. I dont know when I'll fall for another"

Then i woke up in cold sweat. Hahah
Im sorry.. I hid the real ending..

Monday.. Another dream
Im standing in a pretty kitchen cooking lunch for him
When I put the plate of spaghetti in front of him, he gave a disgusted face and asked if the food is edible
I felt a piercing pain in my heart
But replied,"Yups, but if you dont like then leave it. I go da bao something else for you"
It was a cunning sweet plot of his
He keep complaining how bad the food look, the taste is horrible n it's the most awful thing he had in his life etc etc
Complaints non stop
But he had three servings and not even a single drop of gravy was left on the plate

My heart melted looking at him, grumbling and complaining yet seems to be enjoying the food
Hmmm. More of i enjoying his cuteness ba?

I didn't tell him the ending of this dream as well
I didn't touch abit of my food Cox its too enjoyable looking at him eating.

Then he smile n say,
"笨猪 我去meet gf 了
虽然这顿lunch实在难吃到不行
But 还是 谢啦!"

It was too real
Seems too real
I woke up, pinching myself to tell myself it was just a dream

Dreams are opposite of reality
I try to convince myself.
But I wanna believe in tat dream he had

I dont have confidence in love nor myself
I lied.. I said there's no more nightmares..
But truth is..
Im still having nightmares every night



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