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The Dancer ♥ Age: infinity Stay: the End of Time Birthday: 5 Jan' About me: Read on to know more Look Back ♥ Here is a poem i composed out of interest and whic... Whenever i sees his msgs he send to me previously,... Hurt pierced through my heart, when i see him onli... Recently, i am indulged in playimg online games~~ ... Wow... It's been a week ever since i last posted..... I haven't been posting for these past ten days, an... This entry is a little lame.... you can skip if yo... Nothing special happen today... As usual, my mum i... I am jobless again... Haiz... I went for a job and... Recalls ♥ December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 July 2007 September 2007 February 2008 April 2008 May 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 December 2009 February 2010 June 2010 November 2010 March 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 September 2012 October 2012 the Audiences ♥ All who loves her!! ♥ the Choreographers ♥ Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Friday, February 09, 2007 ( @ 23:11 ) Parents expect you to do well, relatives giving you pressure by telling you to be a success, step-siblings asking you whether you are confident to be able to make it for the colleges, neighbours and friends telling you good luck, reminding you that you are a o level taker and you are taking your results, and that you are supposed to at least get almost the same grades like who and who... And now, you got 2 passes and you flung your O Levels and not some random test or mock exam or what... GCE O Levels... A national exam and releases the results right before the chinese lunar new year. What can i do... I bursted into tears when i see my results. No one was noticing that. No one. Not even the ones next to me. Why? Because they are happily telling everyone they know that they make it into where and where... No one notices me. Controling my tears and trying to comfort a girl next to me calling, telling that she make it and is bursting into tears of joy.. What about me?? Cry because i didn't make it and is comforting someone who has make it. Please laugh all you want. This is funny. I cried for ay least 15 minutes without anyone noticing me. And the most hilarious part of all is that the first one who had noticed me crying alone with no one around me comforting me or at the very, very, very least, be with me, is actually my junior who i didn't talk to much. Laugh out loud. This is true, believe me, you have my words. This is 100% true and with real, true facts and not some random comedies. Only after they finished their happy news then they come over trying to tell me it is okay to what and what... Laugh it loud and clear. I know you guys do care for me, but only after you have finish your very own business. And i understand. But i just feel that people around me are all hypocrites. Real true friends? What are those? Do i have them? I don't know.. Maybe i do have one. Thank you, mer. You have done alot for me, and i really do appreciate it. I know you are worried about me. I know. However, i feel the loneliness again, the loneliness that is my real, true friend, which has been along with me, since i was born.  0 comments |
