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Sunday, February 12, 2012 ( its tomorrow @ 23:29 ) I have been repeatedly asking myself if I'm doing the right thing Mum's health is getting from bad to worse Im really worried Her blood pressure is still as always And she is showing symptoms of shitting blood Its horrible. Gosh I cant describe my feelings Yet I know I cant keep dragging If I keep dragging, it will never end She had been coughing badly Dad is getting more tired than before And the china worker is going back n not coming back Singapore Soooooo many things in freaking worried And haiz Well, at least recently gt one happy thing I made up my mind tat the person I wanna be with is Joseph I push away my fears n believe in him, in us. Its a magical thing. When you are in love, it kinda give you strength in some sense Nightmares wise I dont have dreams these days But it's annoying me with tat suffocating feeling i get every night Its like there are spirits in my room? Well as for that I'm not sure Im a free thinker but i definitely believe in spirits. Sorry to all who worship God, be it Allah, Jesus Christ, Mother Mary or any Taosim Deity I really seriously don't believe the existence of God As for my luggage Omo Chaotic, mess n i feel there's always something i didn't bring If possible, honestly i would love to bring my whole room over Headaches n muscle aches are getting worse to horrible Back hurts while standing, heels hurt as well Neck n lower back n shoulders hurt while lying down Basically, any posture or position my whole body aches Its just few hours away from the critical turning point of my life Headaches sia haiz I really dont know how to describe my feelings Today afternoon, Michelle, Vivian, Auntie Jessie n Uncle Loh came It feels good to have the family feeling And today I'm kissing Calisda like hell Hahahhahah Coz i guess i might not be able to go back and find her These days i try to obey parents as much as possible Trying to be a little nice to them What will happen to them after i left? Haiz My mind not functioning Argh. Headache But i can move out, i really need to thank one person Without him, moving out is definitely impossible The person who knows me well n understand me without words: Hui <3 I know it's hard for you to put me down, But since we have agreed to be just friends, and I've made myself clear with you I sincerely hope you can find a gal who's worth you I cant thank you enough For always being by my side And always there when i need someone Always my pillar of strength I can only say Tankyuu Ben Ben <3 Well, I'm not gonna slp tonight. I failed to keep myself awake last night So tonight i prepared RunningMan!! Something tat will never make me slp! Wahahahahahahahha clever me My silly boyy super cute neh Cox i gt no mood to think of anything other than tomorrow He today sent me a photo of BR! Omo It cheers me up wor Hahahah but it made me crave for it :'( Next time drag him pei me eat at least twice a month :P Then hor, he discuss family trip with family to Genting He count me in too! Heehee :D Yet my silly boyy apologize for thinking about trip tgt, v day, etc etc Silly de. Heehee omo he's just soo cute! Everytime also he say i silly Heehee my turn to say he silly hehheh <3 0 comments |