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Thursday, April 19, 2012 ( Forever n always ♥ @ 00:37 ) me n my poor time management again.. Im late by about 50mins.. as the original meetup time was 6.30pm But I reached at 7.20pm =\ I panicked like hell when Deardear said he gonna starve himself n skip dinner despite his hunger cuz Im late.. Worst was when he said if I dont reach by 7, he gonna skip breakfast tmr.. I fell otw way to Deardear's house n hurt my knee.. I would rather I skip meals for days or weeks, I also dont want my boyy to starve himself.. Deardear what you said is true.. 最痛的不是伤害自己或自己受到伤害, 而是看到自己最爱的人受到伤害..或是自己把最爱的人推入痛苦的深渊.. But Deardear is reeeally very scary when he is angry or when his devilish side comes out.. I will feel shivers down my spine.. n will feel myself trembling with fear.. But when Deardear saw my wound.. I strongly feel his love.. I just love the way he call me to go slp, cuz he knows I didnt had enough slp.. n couldnt slp well on my current bed.. Tankyuu Deardear for helping me rub my painful back.. but Deardear never help me rub my elbow.. Its still quite painful neh.. Shopping with Deardear is always enjoyable~ though its more of window shopping hahah =P Wanted to renew those three books but cant renew le haiz No choice so borrowed another new book by the name: Flourish And of cuz its a psychological related book again hahah Well, I can lose everything but my dream/ambition n Deardear ♥ We had our very first bubble tea: Comebuy Its really nice and the pearls are better than Koi But Im still a Koi fan hahah Im so craving for Koi's Hazelnut milk tea n Black tea Macchiato! I always wanted to try their Ice cream milk tea! Hmm.. Shall google for the Koi stores location then when save up money le, can go with Deardear to try out! Heehee~ Deardear is so cute when I was keeping my laundry heehee~ For that moment, I suddenly feel like we are 一对小夫妻 doing housechores tgt.. though only awhile.. ^^ I said goodbye to my two kids tonight.. The two bears.. a brown n a white from Ben.. Deardear.. Tankyuu for forgiving me and being so understanding to me.. I was really moved when Deardear told me tat he understand how difficult it was for me to part with the kids, cuz to me, all my softies are like my own kids.. And I always believed tat the softies have souls.. To know tat Deardear appreciate tat I made this choice.. the pain in my heart lessen so much.. A frustrating thing happened while I say goodbye the very last time to my kids.. Mei confronted the fucking landlady to ask for her deposit Seriously FUCK TAT BITCH Last night I left my laundry in the washing machine n forgot to get them out before I fell asleep When I went over the other rm to ask them nicely to turn on the main power for the air conditioning, that bloody bitch start nagging about what wastage of electricity blah blah blah HEY HELLO you said tat the rental you quote us is bloodily inclusive of PUB bill n internet connection okays! FYI, I have been always using my own internet connection n I have never tapped on your lousy internet connection before, not even once! Well, if she is not gonna return full amount of Mei's deposit on Sunday, Im so sorry but I shall apologise first, cuz I will make sure I make a big scene for her Since she wanna make things hard for me, I shall make her life bitter ^^ Anyways, tat apart. Deardear read my previous blog post and we chat about it I start bomb him with alot of things again But Deardear is still so sweet n understanding to me.. Gosh.. Deardear.. I was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally moved by your words.. Sometimes I feel helpless, At times I felt hopeless, Its true I still feel homeless.. But I know theres always a place I call it home: Deardear's heart ♥ Deardear.. We shall work hard n build our own home! Heehee~ Neh Deardear.. Sorry tat I always pissed you off, But tankyuu for everything.. I love you, I need you.. my forever n always, Joseph Soong ♥ 0 comments |