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The Dancer ♥ Age: infinity Stay: the End of Time Birthday: 5 Jan' About me: Read on to know more Look Back ♥ Fighting!! Deardear ♥ Fighting! Time, please freeze 난 정말 행복입니다 ♥ Im disappointed Happy 1st Monthsary ♥ Crying n Wiping tears happening ah happening Recalls ♥ December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 July 2007 September 2007 February 2008 April 2008 May 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 December 2009 February 2010 June 2010 November 2010 March 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012 September 2012 October 2012 the Audiences ♥ All who loves her!! ♥ the Choreographers ♥ Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Tuesday, April 10, 2012 ( 我的习惯 ♥ @ 02:00 ) But the start of the day sucks ttm seriously.. Fell aslp last night, crying too hard, thinking hard, did a reflection of the past week.. I admit I was selfish..but I honestly start doubting.. Doubtful of this r/s..my efforts..etc etc.. Maybe its my PMS mood or maybe not, but seriously I dont know 许许多多说不出的感触..好多思绪交错.. 只想着玩, 我错了 没有顾虑你的心情 你的感受, 我错了 对不起 Deardear.. Deardear.. I felt like dying when I heard you cried in the phone.. Deardear, 我发现.. 没有你在身边.. 就好象 jigsaw puzzle 少了一块 But.. 站在你身边.. 总觉得.. 自己好丑.. 我的自信超低.. 你总是好耀眼.. 又可爱 又帅.. Always so charming.. Deardear, you might not realise.. But there's always girls checking you out.. I always feel so proud of my guy.. Im so fortunate n lucky to have you.. 入得了厨房, 带出门超有面子 好想好想炫耀给所有的人 告诉他们 我的男朋友长得帅又可爱, 会做菜 样样都好厉害 好强 But his gf.. Haiz.. Super CMI Whenever we take pics.. You always complain about my cheeks.. Then I start to realise.. I need some weight loss.. Now.. lose too much weight lol And.. dislike eating? Though Deardear always tell me, Im attractive..pretty.. But of cuz.. only in your eyes Deardear ^^ Without makeup.. I dont dare to take solo pics.. And when taking pics with you, I just wish I have my makeup with me.. But Deardear once told me something really touching.. "我觉得我的Dear自然, 不化妆时, 最美" Kinda overslept and couldnt wake up on time to take bus or train to meet Deardear outside his camp.. Thus spent a bomb on cab..just hoping to be able to see my boyy asap.. But before I reach, Deardear's tone.. was really kinda harsh.. What's worse was.. His expression when he saw me.. I so wanted to smile brightly, cuz the guy I missed so much is finally.. physically standing next to me.. Not in my dreams.. But Deardear's face was black like charcoal.. I seriously dont wanna anyhow think.. cuz I know my boyy missed me hell lot too.. But his expression was like telling me, he wasnt happy to see me.. I know.. He was just pissed that I couldnt manage my time again.. And I spent money on something I shouldnt which is TAXI Well, I couldnt hold his hand any tighter I guess? We were like squeezing each other's hand.. Too afraid to lose each other.. Hugging my boyy is definitely something I love doing most.. Not the soft fluffy kids: Poohpooh, Pigpig nor Little Pigpig.. But thee real "Pooh" of mine ♥ Went McDonald's for breakfast.. And my stupid dearest Pighead called up from Taiwan lol Stupid Pighead spoil my 'mood' hahah But Im happy to hear from my dearest buddy =] Then when we go home.. Well.. Deardear really hurt me with his words.. " I f a bloody cb" I was really hurt to hear tat.. holding back tears.. It was meant to be a joke.. I guess? But.. this joke really hurt.. I accepted Deardear's apology though.. =] We went to Golden Mile Complex after tat, to check the rates for Genting with or without hotel accomadation Alamak.. Going Genting during the peak season is really ex neh! Then we went opposite to eat the mixed vege rice! Gosh its still so cheap and good! *craving for more ikan bilis* The grass jelly auntie still so talkative as ever hahah But thier grass jelly is nice! Hahahah I gave Deardear half of my rice n yet I still cant finish my rice lol Im just so 'anti-rice' Deardear finished his whole big plate of food though =0 We walked to Bugis, wanted to catch movie But damn emo cuz the cinema really cmi neh So we took bus to Suntec and walked to Marina Square Wanted to watch 'Titanic 3D', but really sad tat the showtimes are really little.. =\ Im glad tat we watched 'The Vow' though!! A great movie definitely worth watching! So wanna re-watched it again in Deardear's arms~ Heehee This movie is inspired by true story thus it made me think..if..if.. If one day *touch wood* If one day that happens to me n Deardear, what will we do.. how will we respond or react.. etc Think n think.. I start crying le =\ Deardear damn li hai la Ppl start crying, he jiu realise le! I think I caught a glimpse of my boyy wiping his tears(?) But its really a very very very good movie! My first movie with Deardear seating couple seats! Now I know why couples love couple seats le, cuz can cuddle in your boyy's arms is really sooooooo comfy I guess if the movie wasnt tat great, I would have fallen asleep le But I shall bring jacket the next time we go for movie! I was feeling super cold le, but when I touched my boyy's hands (!?) Gosh he was like freezing! Totally no temperature de la I was like warmer than him lor hahah I love something the guy told the gal in the movie.. 'I love you for who you are, not someone I want you to be' 超感动的.. T^T Suddenly.. I felt envy.. like super ultra envy for her to have found someone like him who loves her for someone she already is and accept her for who she was before, yet never wants her to be someone he wants.. This part I really cry damn hard.. hahah Then Deardear brought me MBS!! First time there! And gosh the scenery is reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally gorgeous! On the way there, Deardear told me 好甜蜜的话~ 电影里的台词.. My boyy said to me.. The level of 感动 was honestly quite low.. I felt moved.. and my boyy was really really sweet.. But I dont know why.. I believe when my boyy said those words, they were from the bottom of his heart.. I just felt.. abit hard for me to believe he can do it.. For my boyy to accept who I already am, impossible I guess? My bad habits esp time management is something my boyy have been nagging on me and I know it very well tat I should kick this bad habit.. And my fat cheeks..ugly face.. hahah.. Well.. We stayed for the water show at MBS and it was kinda of cool! Cuz it was nearer to the audience as compared to the water show we saw at Song of the Sea and I love the part where they had bubbles xD We walked to Lau Pat Sat for the show and its... GOOD FOOD TIME ♥ The satay I missed soooo much! Beef satay, Babat satay and Teh tarik! ♥ I soo wanna eat some more lor.. But damn ex la. T^T Overspent again haiz But sadly, the char kway teow and oyster omellete quite fail =\ Then it was time to go home again.. I just hate to part with my boyy.. =[ Ahduiiii~ Its now a habit for me to have my boyy with me.. And I dont wanna kick habit.. Deardear.. 谢谢你成为我的习惯 ♥ 0 comments |